As is usual with any time that I’m forced to sit on my duff with hours of free time, I start thinking of a thousand ways to strategize what I’m going to work on next, how I’m going to improve towards my career goals, the meaning of life, etc. Gallbladder removal has been a massively introspective and motivating time for me. The whole year has been, really, as constant road blocks have forced me to slow down and think of my physical and mental health more carefully.
I’ve finally had to admit to myself that my schedule hasn’t been the healthiest. I have often ended my work days feeling anxious and unfulfilled. I never seem to get enough done! I would often find myself working late and fretting, which in turn, worried my partner on multiple levels. That constant feeling of ‘not getting enough done’ made me unhappy, just as the constant nagging feeling of ‘you should be producing more’ made the times I should have been relaxing with loved ones a nerve-wracking experience. I always wanted to ‘escape’ and slink back to the studio to work because if I could just get one more thing done, I could finish and be at peace and enjoy myself during downtime, guilt free!
Enjoying myself outside of work and even simply doing art for fun became a distant memory.
I never could put my finger on why this always seemed to happen to me until I sat down and wrote an hourly work schedule representing my work habits as they were. I split my time between leather crafting in the mornings, illustration client commissions after lunch, and finally, the rest of whatever’s leftover of my day, should I finish client work, was spent trying to cram in those precious portfolio pieces and studies that are so important to the long term development of my career. Broken down, I was only getting a couple hours dedicated to each thing and that’s barely enough to enter any kind of ‘flow’! I define flow as that creative trance you enter which usually takes me more than two hours to achieve since I have a very particular work space I have to set up, which usually takes some of that precious time to arrange. I don’t work well in spurts, it seems. Discovering this about myself has proven so very useful!
The solution? Schedule myself and train my brain to be satisfied with what gets done in a day. It helped to start thinking of
my leather crafts as a part-time job, which it has become, much to my surprise. Leather crafts make up a good chunk of my income when art sales are low. The schedule is looking something like this now:
Monday to Tuesday – Work ONLY on leathercrafts! That way I can take time with my craft projects and look forward to those days coming later in the week when I can return to my true love, illustration! I’ve noticed delegating these days for only crafts has actually made me more inspired to do this kind of work because I don’t mentally associate craft-time as ‘the time I take away from doing art and rushing to fill every order before arttime’. I actually have had time to create new patterns and have some exciting new product lines to release in the near future thanks to the simple switch of days!
Wednesday – I update
my website first thing with the rest of the day dedicated to art at the coffee shop. I noticed my website was constantly falling behind because I had no set time I’d update it, so I’d just forget! Including website updating on my weekly schedule has helped me to keep it updated, which is important for any Art Directors who might have their eye on me or others who need to see that my site is updated and I am active. If my website is already up to date, I spend that time posting to other neglected galleries online because goodness knows there’s enough of them! Behance, FurAffinity, Epilogue. The list goes on! As much as I wish I had a personal webmonkey to handle all of my website updates, I’m still only a one-woman show, at the moment! Forsooth! I’ve even managed to fit in time I actually leave the studio in this schedule! A little fresh air goes a long way when you start seeing faces in the proverbial yellow wallpaper of your studio walls.
Thursday to Friday – Glorious 2D art-only days! I’ve decided to start my art-only days with warm-up exercises, either life drawings or daily prompts (ie.
Spitpaint). Then the rest of the day can be spent in creative flow, rather than split up trying to do a billion different things, which just hasn’t proven conducive to my sense of satisfaction and frankly my productivity as an artist! Trying to do everything has given me a year in which I’ve not produced much at all, for as much as I scramble and am ‘busy’ all of the time to the point of nervousness when I am not working. I also know if I don’t make time to do studies, I’ll just skip right to trying to solve the ‘masterpieces’, and that’s a fast ticket to frustration since I’m not stopping to learn what I need to learn to attain the level of Mastery I need for the kind of work I want to be doing.
Saturday and Sunday – I try not to work these days unless I am behind or have a rush deadline. It is incredibly important to me that I do not work every day of the week! Everyone needs the downtime and these are days I’d rather be spending time with loved ones.
And there you have it! My prototype of a schedule. I’ve tried it for a week already and I must say I’m already feeling ten times less stressed out! There’s no telling how this schedule will be upturned by conventions, rush orders, and other such things, but I can say from experience thus far that discovering what my tolerance for a creative flow has been a life-changing experience.
So my advice to you and any other freelance creative professionals is to learn what your ‘flow’ threshold is, especially if you’re like me and have to work your art time around other activities. The excellent book
Creative Time and Space: Making Room for Making Art really helped me as far as figuring out how to get the most out of my day. Artists from all walks of life, married, with kids, full-time, part-time, etc. give their best advice for how not to go insane keeping your ‘creative flow’ strong.
How do you maintain ‘flow’ throughout your day? Share your tips in comments!
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