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After MUCH toil, I can finally share this piece that I have been working on for so very long!
Happy 25th anniversary to Kushiel’s Legacy, one of my fave book series! You’ve seen WIP snippets of this piece on and off for the past couple of years while we’ve been really struggling with Life Happenings (TM).
I almost gave up on painting this with all the skill challenges it threw at me on top of those troubles. I never gave up on it though, even when the muse has been fleeting. Thanks to everyone who cheered me on while doing this and supported me here in the meanwhile!
I’m grateful also to this book series because it helped shape my passion for elegant, mature fantasy and quiet strength in both my writing and art.

Detail shots for your enjoyment:

[Below] A short art timelapse compressing hours of work down to 1 min.
A peek at all the concept and thumbnail sketches I did to prepare for this cover. Get a closer look over in the Cassiel’s Servant Art Archive.


I also hope to celebrate this momentous occasion with a limited edition series gold foil print launch of this grayscale & gold painting! The print will have metallic etched gold accents with a lovely satin finish.
However, only 100 of these prints will be made and I will need the fandom’s help to be able to make this happen! The planned pre-order listing will go live in early August and I will run it until we sell the minimum amount needed to print the series, 1 month passes, or we sell out of the 100 prints.
If you’re interested in the print launch, sign up for a reminder here (I’ll also be sure to remind folks here with a blog post poke as well).
There are still a few things I’d like to do before I wrap up this painting! Here’s the plan for those who want to make sure they are pledged at the proper tiers to get access to the goods.
TL;DR Those pledging at $5 will get most of the goods, except for the digital compilation sketchbook, which is coming later for the $10+ tiers! NOTE that you can pledge at any time after the digital Rewards are posted for access since they are digital and therefore hosted here on Patreon and persistently available as long as you are pledging to the proper tier.
Secret Sketchbook Entry – 1 of 2 more Patrons-Only Secret Sketchbook entries (available to all paid tiers) discussing final problem-solving for the grayscale & gold painting.
Digital Wallpaper Pack (Grayscale & Gold Ed.) – The grayscale & gold painting for your desktop computers, tablets, and phones available for free for my $2+ Patrons (& available without a subscription committment in my Patreon Shop.
(This pack will also be offered free to anyone pre-ordering the Limited Edition print when it goes live.)
PSD File (Grayscale & Gold) – $5+ Patrons will also receive the grayscale & gold PSD file for personal use & study
Secret Sketchbook Entry – 2 of 2 more Patrons-Only Secret Sketchbook entries (available to all paid tiers) discussing the process of converting from grayscale to color.
Digital Wallpaper Pack (Color Edition) – A wallpaper pack for my $2+ Patrons & my Secret Shop
PSD File (Color Edition) – $5+ Patrons will also receive the full color PSD file for personal use & study
Cassiel’s Servant Digital Sketchbook – Compiling all the sketches and Secret Sketchbook posts together into a PDF Sketchbook (will be available for free for $10+ Premier Patrons) & offered in my Patreon & Fantasy Art shops
Stickers – I’m looking into possibly making stickers of these Cassiel’s Servant themed emblems, but they require some cleaning up. (Is there enough interest in possible pins or patches of these designs too?)
Grayscale & Gold Foil Print – Launching in early August via a pre-order listing! This limited print series will only be made if there are enough pre-orders. (Sign up here for reminders).
As we get closer to August, I’ll re-confirm this Rewards schedule and what’s ready to go. There’s lots to do and this rollout of merch and art is somewhat experimental for me.
Let me know what you’re most interested and excited about!
For now, it’s time for me to get to work.
Wishing you all inspiration!
♥ Ang
I wanted to check-in as I’ve been silent for a little while thanks to a busy, busy month. I’ve been off toiling away on the Exalted Art Challenge, launching my 2025 Birthstone Goddesses Calendars, and finishing up my readthrough of CASSIEL’S SERVANT so I can finally approach the much-anticipated task of creating my own cover for it!
The ultimate goal for my Patreon’s focus right now is to draw cool art for books I love, while also making cool stuff for my Illustration portfolio. With that in mind, here’s what I’m hoping to achieve for CASSIEL’S SERVANT:
A Variant Wraparound Book Cover – (Planning)
Two Full Page Interior Illustrations – (Planning)
An Enamel Pin – (Sketched)
Sticker Designs Using the ‘rejected’ pin designs – (Sketched)
I absolutely adore the illustration work I’ve seen for special editions of books like Tran Nguyen’s work on the Subterranean Press editions of Phedre’s trilogy, which included a custom wraparound cover and interior illustrations in a gorgeous tome signed by the author.
Tran’s cover of KUSHIEL’S AVATAR from Subterranean Press.

The interior illustrations of KUSHIEL’S DART from Subterranean Press by Tran Nguyen
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These kinds of illustrated editions always get me so excited and inspired! I had to try doing this for myself and figured I’d take you all along for the ride. I’m nowhere near as amazing as Tran, but I hope I can bring something unique and full of passion for the story to my own renditions of art for CASSIEL’S SERVANT.
I went in expecting a re-tread of KUSHIEL’S DART, which is one of the much-beloved Fantasy classics I hold sacred as a formative inspiration. I wasn’t sure we could learn much from a retelling of DART, but I am so happy to be proven wrong! Joscelin’s meditation on his religious upbringing, his tactical POV, and unique perspective made for an intriguing journey and fresh perspective.
For my full final thoughts on CASSIEL’S SERVANT, as well as a chapter by chapter discussion of my journey through the book, check out the Book Club thread on my Discord server here!
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Now, it’s time for me to get busy planning and sketching! In the meanwhile, I’d love to hear what illustrated editions you like best? NAME OF THE WIND also has a gorgeous edition by artist, Dan Dos Santos, if you haven’t seen it!
[Latest Update 7-21-2026] New additions to the archive! Part 4 of the Secret Sketchbook journey with the Cassiel’s Servant painting under the Patreon-Only Posts category.
I wanted to give my Free Members a peek at all the art I’ve been creating inspired by “Cassiel’s Servant” from Jacqueline Carey, the story of a warrior monk’s unknowing rise to meet his divine destiny in the woman he would eventually break his oaths for.

(Above: My fan version of the cover of “Kushiel’s Dart”, the book that started the Kushiel’s Legacy series which “Cassiel’s Servant” is a part of.)
All the art I’ve shared publicly for “Cassiel’s Servant” has been attached to the top of this post for all to enjoy. You can also read more about this project as it developed in these public posts:
If you’d like to help support me while I work on this and future projects, check out the following Patrons-only posts related to this project that are available to all paid members at all tiers. These posts give you a deep dive into my process, inspiration, and research that my free posts don’t go into.
Available to ALL paid Patrons or access the post you’re interested in individually for $3 a piece, no subscription required.
[Secret Sketchbook] CASSIEL’S SERVANT – “Your Heaven is Bloodless” – Includes a discussion of Elua’s symbolism and thoughts on choosing an art style for this project.
[Secret Sketchbook] CASSIEL’S SERVANT – Joscelin Concept Sketches – Includes my fan casting of Joscelin, clothing reference, design notes, and more.
[Secret Sketchbook] Cassiel’s Servant – Enamel Pin & Sticker Designs – Includes thoughts on designing pins and the strengths of the format.
[Secret Sketchbook] Cassiel’s Servant Fan Cover Part 1 – Mood Board & Thumbnailing
[Secret Sketchbook] – Cassiel’s Servant Fan Cover Part 2 – Artist Tools & Image Refinement
[Secret Sketchbook] Cassiel’s Servant Fan Cover Part 3 – Refining Joscelin & Archangel Cassiel
[NEW!] [Secret Sketchbook:] Cassiel’s Servant Fan Cover Part 4 – Problem-Solving & Refinement
Watch the experimental video I made combining art and narration about Elua here, since Patreon doesn’t support video embedding within the body of posts yet. (EDIT. They now support embedding yay!)
I plan to keep sharing art for free with optional paid perks this way so you can all get the best of both worlds!
Want to join me as I book club “Cassiel’s Servant”? Hop in the book’s discussion thread on my Discord server! This server is open to the public and free to join, though my Discord also has a Patrons-only area where you can browse my Patrons-only Secret Sketchbook and more. Come hang out!
Have you finished reading “Cassiel’s Servant” yet? Are you planning to read? Or reading something else? Let me know what you’re up to, book wyrms!
– Ang
A Patrons-only peek at concept sketches for Joscelin, featuring weapons, armor, & more, plus photo references and design discussion.
EDIT: I added in an important note about the Cassiline sword’s design and how it might change later. More thoughts down in that section!
It’s been a minute since I was able to update this project, so I wanted to treat my faithful fans who stuck with me during the long quiet with a nice, chunky Patrons-only update! Here’s a peek at my explorations of Joscelin, the main character of Cassiel’s Servant by Jacqueline Carey, and his armaments.
I wanted to figure out some of Joscelin’s visual specifics as they may feature heavily in the fan cover I’m creating for this book, which is the ultimate goal of my Story Sketcher project. As always, I love research, so I dove headfirst into the rabbithole of medieval garb, lanolin, and clubbed hair!
First off, I had to start asking myself the question. What does Joscelin look like, anyways? He is described as someone beautiful enough to be an adept of Cereus House with the provincial charm of a Siovale noble with the classic blue eye, blonde hair, and fair complexion.

I’ve shared my rendition from years ago already here, but I never felt like I truly nailed him down in this old piece. Looking back on this first try, I wasn’t satisfied with his bland, grumpy face, his weapons were too ornate for his modest order, and I took a more ‘Hollywood Medieval Fantasy’ approach with his Cassiline clothing.
Having Joscelin’s more specific descriptions of his equipment in Cassiel’s Servant gave me the perfect opportunity to redo this concept.
Now, before I get into fan casting for his physical appearance, I know what you’re going to say. My choice is a rather unorthodox one…
…but, guys, have you seen how cut Bill Skarsgård is in Boy Kills World and The Crow?
Yes, that’s right, I’m fan casting Bill Skarsgård as our dear Joscelin! He’s a unique kind of beautiful, once I got over my “Oh help, it’s Pennywise!” feelings first. Once you see this man in action flicks, Skarsgård has the flexibility to be both intense and charming and, boy howdy, does he kick ass! He moves like an absolute martial arts pro in Boy Kills World and would suit the acrobatic physicality of Joscelin so well.

Skarsgård’s also a dead ringer for Tran Nguyen’s painting of Joscelin, which is one of my favorite artist’s renditions of this character. She captured Joscelin’s focused gaze and dedication to his ward so well! No doubt, Skarsgård will be informing my interpretation of Joscelin moving forward.
But I know this is an odd choice for some, so tell me who you all are fan casting for Joscelin in the comments?
Now the really fun part – equipment! Let’s break it down bit by bit.

(A section of my reference board for Joscelin’s Cassiline equipment. You can find more references and individual links in my Cassiel’s Servant mood board on Pinterest. Sidenote that the Metropolitan’s Museum of Art’s vast online collection proved invaluable for research, as it can be searched by time period and region and often includes photos of multiple angles of artifacts!)
Joscelin describes the Brothers who came to recruit him as having a warrior’s club of hair at the nape of their neck because they do not cut their hair as a show of devotion to Adonai. What does ‘clubbed hair’ mean, anyways? I explored two possibilities, a folded queue inspired by 17th/18th century British soldiers that shows more of the hair versus a wrapped queue tied with laces, inspired by native american hairstyles, considering the similar belief in the sacred nature of hair.
(I also experimented with wavy hair for Joscelin, but felt the straight hair represented his reserved and tidy personality better.)

I chose the wrapped queue because it felt more monastic to me, while the folded queue feels too fancy for a group dedicated to modesty.
The Cassiline Brothers are described as a lightly armored unit who prize mobility so they might better protect their assigned ward. Upon Joscelin’s initiation, he describes recieving the Cassiline signature grey wool mandilion coat treated so thoroughly with lanolin that it is both waterproof and extremely soft. This shirt also falls below the knee and is sleeveless for a full round of motion. This description blew up my old image featuring lots of leather and doeskin. (Everyone looks sexy in leather, okay??)
If you were like me upon reading and had no idea what ‘mandilion’ or ‘lanolin’ means, a mandilion is a style of pullover jacket open on the sides from the 16th century. In true Fantasy fashion, Cassilines have a unique custom tailor cut that’s secret to their sect’s makers, so I had a little fun with the lines of this garment. Lanolin is the secretion that sheeps make that keeps their wool fluffy and clean in nature. The More You Know!

(Mandilion coats from Jacques de Gheyn and Academie de l’Espée by Gérard Thibault d’Anvers, respectively. The upside down Y shape of the top right image heavily influenced the cut of Joscelin’s jacket.)
Beneath Joscelin’s coat, there’s also chainmail, and beneath that is no doubt an undershirt because nobody wants chainmail pulling their body hair or chaffing. Trust the word of this former cosplayer.

Cassiline Brothers have some really cool kit! They are known for their twin daggers, steel vambraces, and a sword strapped to their backs which is drawn only in combat with the intent to kill.
I kept their weapon designs simple and elegant taking inspiration from 15th century French gothic swords.

I did allow myself one specific artistic liberty not described at all by Carey in the books so far and that was the idea that Cassiline Brothers have a flame motif etched into their swords which pays homage to the flaming sword of the archangel Cassiel, the central symbolic figure of their order.
This is all me and not technically book-accurate, but I couldn’t shake the thought once it occurred to me that the single remotely ornate thing you will see of a Cassiline’s is the sword they draw before someone dies. The poetry of that to an archangel’s fateful appearance is just too perfect for me to exclude.
[EDIT 8/31/2024]: I may end up dropping the etched flames in a later iteration if this is perhaps too close to rendering a graven image, which might be anathema for Cassilines as well because of their religious similarity to Judaism, which does not permit graven images. I’m torn on whether this would be considered idolatry if it is not meant to portray Cassiel directly, but to honor the fire, as I recall the priests of the archangel Kushiel in the first novel also using masks and whips to honor Kushiel. Feel free to chime in on this in the comments, book fans who are more well read on this topic!
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What is your favorite rendition of Joscelin? I’d love to see if you want to share in comments! Let me know how my rendition holds up. Moving forward, these will be the design cues I’ll be following, though we shall see if anything changes my mind later. The process of illustration can always surprise you with unexpected revelations!
Now it’s on to reading the rest of Cassiel’s Servant and seeing what other art pops out along the way.
– Ang
Reminders:
I’m currently book-clubbing Cassiel’s Servant in my Discord server! I post my thoughts on the story, art thoughts, etc. there. Feel free to join in the discussion!
My Discord server is also open to everyone, with a private area for Patrons! Patrons get special access to the Ask Me Anything channel, among other perks. Come ask me anything! Learn how to link your Discord to Patreon accounts here.